Thursday, October 31, 2013

Don't judge Chris Brown's anger issues...

until you've read my last post.

I don't want to feel such strong anger, hate almost, toward anyone. I've been hurt, and I've hurt others. Am I that much different from my mother? Do others feel about me the way I feel about her, because of my prior actions and behavior which came from a deep, painful place inside? Is pain an excuse to gain understanding and forgiveness today from those I have hurt before?

My counselor once asked me, "When are you going to forgive yourself? When are you going to forgive that little girl?" Which comes first, forgiving others or forgiving yourself?

They both sound pretty damn difficult.

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