Tuesday, March 16, 2010

painful reflection

I feel so stuck in my pain, like I can't move past it. It's always there, weighing me down, dictating my words and my actions. It's a feeling in my gut that says, "You are not well."

My pain controls me, what I do and don't do, say and don't say, think....feel...am. /

Anxiety, despair, regret - all rooted deep in my soul. Years of struggles, problems, bad memories, mistakes, missed opportunity - bits of pain pieced together into this person I've become, a person I've been running from and clinging on to for years, too many years.

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